I know it's been a while since I last posted anything and a lot of that has to do with the craziness that is my life and also not having a good balance in my life of work vs. things I enjoy. Not that I don't enjoy my job, because I have a very good job; but just that I spend a disproportionate amount of my time at work. There are so many other things I want to do in my life other than eat, sleep and work that sometimes it is incredibly frustrating and it feels like I spend so much of my time not sleeping, eating or working trying to catch up on the things that have piled up while I was trying to survive. Things like maintaining my home; cleaning and fixing thing, things that have to get done and usually by me or they will just sit and fester. I have to remind myself every day that I can do anything, but I can't do everything. Because I always feel like I am not doing enough, like I am not enough. Like I am not good enough. I often cannot sleep because I am making lists of things that I need to do, things I could be doing other than trying (unsuccessfully) to sleep. I am trying to find balance in my life, it is something that I struggle with daily, something that I am quite certain that I will continue to struggle with.
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